( ... and it might come true. )

Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you could see inside of me...
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.


just got back from the movies and tbqh i didn't think prince of persia was as bad as everyone says it is... sure, there were a tremendous amount of plot holes, but who cares about the storyline anyways, when they can have mr. gyllenhaal in awesome battle sequences? anyways, i thought the tons of eye candy were worth the six bucks that i'd paid for it. would have been pretty much perfect if they had made a prince out of that bitchy princess. nvm.

so i had a pretty good evening, until my ride home in the tram... because with nothing to do, melancholic songs in yer ear and passing street lights to watch, you can't help but dwell in depressing thoughts... i really had to pull myself together in there.
so don't think this whole crap doesn't get to me... because it does. more than you probably think.

anyways... i still need to do some japanese homework... which is alrite, because i won't find sleep anytime soon anyways, heh.

sometimes i wonder if i'm really that hard to understand, because, honestly, i'm not even trying to be complicated. but then i'm also glad when people don't get me, because most of the time i think it's better they don't... plus i don't even get myself in the majority of cases.
i'm trying to please, but sometimes i just can't. and i'm really scared of dissappointing people...
 
sorry for the emo-rant, i promise to stop now. i just had to get that out of my head. i'm gonna get myself a frustration-cookie now.
night.

i actually wanted to spent my day off taking some nice pictures of nemo in our historical cemetery, BUT it was so freaking crowded that i just turned around and went back home lol. i'm gonna try again on sunday or monday, tho.

anyways, the sunset was so pretty today that i couldn't resist doing a small photo shot to show off nemo's new outfit x3. (he's finally got shoes, yayers!) 

anyways, i had fun, i guess nemo was a little afraid |D ... it was the 24th story afterall. and i had to climb half way out of the window to take the pictures |DDD~ ... anyways <3.

( Evening sky~ <3 )

And I'm on my way to believing...
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing.


hey~ <3!

as you can see, my lj got into its spring outfit with a somewhat melancholic, blue-violet-ish theme and a header made by *drumroll* .... santa claus!!! ... i mean, noi |D.
AND she also made me this super awsm cute icon *points* <3 <3!! it features one of the new starter pokemon of the upcoming nds games pkmn black and white. AND IT'S A PIGLET. A PIGLEEEETTT!!! FFFFF!!! *is in love* it's made of cuteness, honestly <3.

ANYWAYS! the pokemon video game championships are coming up and i'm planning to join the qualifications in cologne, uhum. i'll prolly get kicked out during the first few rounds, but it's worth a try, i guess :3.

other than that, there's not an awful lot of new things to tell. i'm busy with university, as usual, and am looking forward to some vacation soon <3.

i do feel strangely creative these days, but i can't find the time nor motivation to start doing something... maybe i'll just have to wait until it bursts out? i do want to write something, but i can't really put my finger on it just yet... we'll see, we'll see :3.

*oinks* <3

"On the surface, they can still exercise their iniquitous laws, fight, devour each other, and indulge in all their earthly horrors. But thirty feet below the (sea's) surface, their power ceases, their influence fades, and their dominion vanishes. Ah, monsieur, to live in the bosom of the sea! .... There I recognize no master! There I am free!"


Here he is. Finally, after weeks and weeks of waiting °^°! The newest addition to my slowly growing BJD family: Nemo <3!

Of course, Nemo ist not his real name, but to this day he refuses to tell me any straight facts about him °^°. The only thing I can really tell is that he's french. Because of his accent.
He doesn't seem to like me very much, neither does he like to be living here now, but it can't be helped xD.
So far, all I found out about him is that he loves staring out of the window and that he enjoys being mysterious.

His outfit is far from complete... but at least he's not naked |D~... anyways, here we go <3.

( Under the surface is where I am free... )

Pokemon SoulSilver °_______°!! *runs around in circles* DO WANT NOW!

 

also, i'm a ghost pokemon, feaaarrrr~ me >:3!
<3 <3 <3

yes... this entry is going to be purely random as i am somehow not getting tired anymore even tho i SHOULD... i really should. anyways... so i needed some distraction... some opportunity to clear my head since the wind outside of my 24th story window isn't doing it's job properly tonight...


( cutting this... cause it's a fsking lot )

stolen from mr. merle, but i don't think she'd mind me spreading the love.

prepare for random pokemon fangirlism <3.


( To the survey <3 )

i promise to write a real entry soon *lol*...